back to the mountain top
Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 11:48 PM
this is beggining to take a toll on me..as every single day passes,i get more tired n tired..i wanna enjoy out there n have fun wif watim doing,bt its not exactly possible,(a lizard juz ran out of room,lol) well,i miss the cool cliques,i miss the india group challos,i miss my secondary classmates and frens,n i missing alot of home,though im home,bt its different coz of attachment,bt strange thing is,i wanna be at the top of misty mountain,or that suicide drop mountain,that one even better,i wanna juz sit there n chill,take in the beautiful gorgeous view,even the hottest woman standing naked infront of me cant be compared..*ya right mdnoh would say,pretty much evryone else too*, wif that relaxing leaf that sebastian pass around.."
i wanna be alone,yet yearn for company..i wanna go up somewhere high,be there wif someone to talk stuff out..any stuff at all..bt i dont think its possible right???..i know..damn,i sound whiny,bt wat to do..this is really bringing me down slowly,i aint the always going around making stupid stuff,coz of attachment,it make me more tired in a sense,being a adult for a moment n trying to be a kid is different..haix..i dont want to end school,bt its gonna end it very soon,i have to get tru my ns,n then i have to worry bout my future,which i already am right now..sap said he wanna use the barangs to see his future,i gave him a warning,bt its a temptation,bt like everything,the future can be change wif one mistake or one great decision in ur life..
whats the fun of knowing the answer of ur life,i rather it be mystery,den again,yesterday is history,tmr is a mystery,bt today,is a gift,thats y they call it present..
we dont know wat life holds for us in the future,bt we do know,wat we do now affects us someway or another,theres always a opposite or a reaction or someting equal wen one take an action..true isnt it??funny how life works..
Angels on fire..
im dying inside,i need time..to find out who i am once again..
